Powerless
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I am powerless over how my wife feels. I wish I could just swoop in and tell her the answers or save her, but I can’t. There are a thousand things she needs to hear to help her get thorough the spot she is in, but none of them from me. It sucks. She is at a crossroads, working hard towards one goal, but having to spend a lot of time at her “regular job” because we cant afford for her to quit until the horse gig comes through. It does put a little strain on our relationship at times, but not much. What gets me is toll the time and frustration takes on her. When I see it get the best of her, it breaks my heart. She is working two jobs, not because we need the extra money (although It helps) but so she can work with horses, which is her lifelong passion, her Zen.
On top of that, She leases a horse, which is just more time out of her day. Right now she is overwhelmed and all I can do is love her and be there for her.
I wish I could make enough money for her to spend all day with her horses.
Someday.
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p.s. she is a spaz, and cute, and I love her dearly.
Posted on Wednesday, September 17 2008
Author: FEJ
Filed under: Personal
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